A Warrior of Light
I have called this a story but the words that follow are actually taken from correspondence I had several years ago with a wonderful person I met and corresponded with. I thought that some of you might find her experiences and insights interesting.
In our first conversation, Tiki expressed surprise that there were others out in the world who felt and believed as she. It is eye opening and encouraging, especially when you are just discovering the world of metaphysics and higher spirituality, to know that you are not alone, that there are others on the same or parallel path.
L: “I think we all feel alone to a certain extent, we who are more at home in the spiritual than the physical. I would venture to say that most who read (the New Age internet message boards) and post messages to them feel as aliens in an alien world for the most part. Whether I believe myself to be a star child, a walk-in, or a being of Light in a temporary physical body (and many of us are all three), there are times when the lure of another time, place, dimension, or location of space is so great that my very heart and soul ache with the longing to return. There are a great many of us who have felt like alien children cast adrift on a cold and lonely sea but all around us, unseen to the physical eye, we are surrounded by those in spirit who watch over us, encourage our awakening and opening to the greater reality of who we are. The prickling feeling that detects an unseen presence, the warmth and love that fills and surrounds us at our most vulnerable moments, the still small voice within that encourages and uplifts, all point to the fact that we are never alone. Always do we have those friends and companions in spirit who choose to honor us with their selfless and devoted service, as we have served them in other times and places. Somehow the knowledge that there are others in the world feeling equally adrift on a cold and lonely sea makes that sea not quite as cold or lonely as it was before. We are all here to do a job, to fulfill a part of the mission that is vital and needed. We are all very important pieces of the grandest puzzle this planet has ever seen, the transformation of Mother Earth to the next dimension, the next plane of existence. Whether we see it from a physical existence or from the spiritual after our departure matters not, for we will have the satisfaction of seeing this most important job through to the end. So, my sibling in Light, do not feel alone and unloved! All of us who are here to do the will of the Creator share the same feelings, questions, and uncertainties from time to time. After all, we are all spiritual beings having a human experience, and what an experience it is!”
T: “I don’t feel as though I am a star child or a walk-in, but I definitely feel as though I am a “warrior” for the Light. I believe this because of things that happen in the dream state. Those battles used to wake me up at night shaking, but as the years go by, I handle them better. I have learned not to analyze them, just to handle them as best I can at the time. I do not believe in ultimate evil, or the “devil”, but I have come across the “darkness” in my dream state encounters. I battle wits with it and try to retrieve souls. Are these experiences just my ego, or are they truly battles with darkness in which I am truly a warrior of the Light?”
L: “This what I was shown as I read your response and what my guides shared. Bear in mind that only you can know if these words resonate within you. Please do not accept anyone else’s words or opinions that do not resonate within, for only you can judge the validity of what you experience.
I see you in my mind’s eye in white armor made of white Light in all its various properties. This armor protects you on all levels from attack by the dark forces. You are indeed a warrior of Light, in service to the Creator under the command of Archangel Michael and Lord Sananda, or whatever name they are known by in the dimension/spatial location in which you work. You are a fierce warrior and fight fervently to retrieve the souls that have temporarily forgotten the Light of which they are a part. I can see you fighting ala Luke Skywalker against the dark for “possession” of one who I see as small and frightened and lost. Each soul is, of course, a magnificent and wondrous creation, but these souls that you seek to recover are the ones who have drifted so far from the Light that they perceive themselves darkened and shriveled. Perhaps the “mistakes” and regrets of past decisions weigh heavily upon them. Perhaps they, like the Prodigal Son, feel that the Father would not welcome them again to his embrace. They have truly lost sight of the wondrous beings of Light they are, and it is your job to bring them gently home so they can rest and recover and remember who they really are, the beloved daughters and sons of the Creator of all things. So you search the far-flung corner of the multi-verse for those whose lost and terrified voices you can hear calling to you, much as your own voice called out as a child in fear and pain. Your heart and soul recall all too well the feelings of terror and hopelessness and you have vowed to do all within your power to keep that from happening to any one else again. You chose to live through that childhood in order to experience in the physical all the hopelessness and the feelings of terror that these lost souls experience in spirit as they cry out in the darkness of despair. When the battle has been fought and you are in “possession” of the soul, you gently pick it up and hold it close to your heart as one would an infant. You nurture and feed it Light to strengthen and calm it while you are both transported to a place of peace and harmony and safety in which the rescued soul can rest and recuperate. The angels assist you in bringing the soul to safety and tend to your needs as well.
As I wrote to you last time, I saw huge wings of Light surround and enfold you as you gently cradle the rescued soul and transported it home. What I did not tell you, my dear Tiki, was that the wings were your own. I feel that an aspect of your higher self is definitely angelic and that you work with the angelic forces of Archangel Michael in protecting all children of God/Goddess from the dark.
We are Light beings having a human experience and the human part of us thinks that the physical is all there is. Our souls, however, know differently and realize that our stay here in the physical is one of illusion. The trick is to see past the illusion and to trust that the inner knowledge we have and the resonance of those things that we hear, read, and see and accept as confirmation are real and true. The physical is temporary and fleeting. The work that we do in spirit each and every day and night is the real and lasting accomplishment.
Whatever happens, my friend, do not lose sight of the glorious work of God that you do each and every day. The next time you have one of the dream events, bless it when you wake and know that no matter how frightening the dream or how vivid the memory, you have done the work of Father/Mother God/Goddess and rescued another soul that without your help might have been lost forever to the dark.
I am blessed to have connected with you and to have been allowed a glimpse of one of God/s angels in human form on earth. Yes, Tiki, that’s you! If I am good, will you take me flying one day? Please?”
T: “Thank you for your insight into my dreamscapes. I have wondered such things for years and it is a relief to have them confirmed. I know what you mean when you find it hard to accept the idea of “evil” in our midst. Believe me, for years I kept telling myself they were just dreams, something I must have picked up from television or movies and manifested it into my dreams. I wish I could believe that evil does not exist but I have encountered it for years in the dream state.
When I was a child I loved to go to sleep; that’s when I learned to meditate without knowing what it was called. Like many others, my childhood was filled with verbal abuse and nighttime was my escape. Many times I imagined that I was sleeping in God’s lap. It gave me such a feeling of peace, love, and sereneness that I treasure to this day. As a teenager, I heard the evil one’s words in my head vowing that I would not get away again. Four more years and he socked it to me. It took me twenty years to recover from that psychic blow. Then the dreams started and they were horrible and endless. Only in the last six years have I been able to get them under control.
Yes, I remember taking the souls to another place and calling on the angels for help to get them where they needed to go. I also remember the night that I went walking in the dreamscape to the place in Waco (referring to the incident with David Koresh). I was searching with a group of rescuers for those who had perished in the fire. I remember picking through the ashes and finding what appeared to be a burnt blanket. It wiggled when I tried to place it to the side. It was a very frightened soul from that fire. My heart went out to it but as I moved to pick it up it wiggled past me. It moved so fast that I could not catch it or find it again. I still think about that soul and hope that someone was able to help it. Thank you for seeing what it is I do. I have doubted myself and my mission. It is so nice to have confirmation that my dream experiences really happen in some time and space and that I am doing something right. Bless you.”
Tiki is not the only one who has shared a similar experience. I have had three or four others who related similar experiences. One of my daughters also has had similar dreams in which she fights a dark one for possession of a soul and feels that they are real events in some other time and space.
The question of dream state activities is very intriguing. It is my opinion that as we are all multi-dimensional, we exist in more than one dimension/time/spatial orientation at one time. Although I find it difficult to accept the idea of “evil”, many of the channeled writings I have read speak of the dark forces who are engaged in a confrontation with the forces of the Light in a last ditch effort to keep this part of the galaxy in their control. Yes, it sounds like Star Wars, but if you consider all the science fiction works of the past century and how much of what was written has manifested on this plane (the writings of Jules Verne, for example) it certainly makes it more difficult to dismiss the idea out of hand as ridiculous. These dreams, and those like them, may well be the remembered experiences of the higher self actively engaged in the battle of Light versus darkness.
When I think about the popularity and resonance of Star Wars, the Last Starfighter, Star Trek, and the like, I have to wonder why there is so much universal appeal to these stories and why so many of us “know” that they are true. I recall my brother and I discussing the validity of teleportation and the ramifications of the technical capabilities as teenagers when the original Star Trek aired in the 1960’s. We instinctively knew that the technological aspects were actual facts somewhere. Our friends labeled us as “weirder than weird” whenever any of our heavier esoteric or science fiction-soon-to-be-fact conversations were overheard. Suffice it to say, there were few enlightened Lightworkers/walk-ins/star people at the time in the small southeast Texas town where I was raised. It’s a little easier being a psychic, etc., now than it was back then.
